Building my dreams!!

It is amazing how in just a few moments your life can change.  I model and act and just 5 days ago I got offered a spot with an agency in LA.  I recently was featured in Hannah Weston's 2010 look book and now I have an opportunity to travel to LA for some fashion shoots, red carpet events and so much more.  I also got a call from that show "ghost hunter" with a chance to possibily be the next investigator on there show.  I feel like I am living a dream!  It feels so unreal, yet, I have worked very hard to get here also.  Now that it is here, I am shocked!  I am so excited and scared at the same time.  I love what I do deeply, however, I am afraid to be popular.  Maybe you think I am crazy, but think about it.  Most celebrities go crazy because media doesn't know how to give them a break.  I do what I do because I love it and I am good at it, not because I want to be popular.  I have a dream and a talent, that doesn't make me any better than anyone else, so why treat me any different?  I don't want to be treated any different.  Am I going insane, or am I making perfect sense?  Will keep you posted. :)